~ 6:19pm ~ over 1.5 hours after consumption.
I’m high.
I’m watching You. The show on Netflix. The monologue aspect is very interesting. I really can’t hide my being high, even though my writing is coherent.
My mom KNOWS I’m high and I can’t hide it no matter what I know. In theory, it seems easy to hide but there is something that makes basic things be overthought.
Gosh that made no sense. I could be lying about being high. I could just be saying this so the reader believes that I’m high.
~ 6:22pm ~
What am I watching…it’s really weird. I need to stop obsessing about whether or not I’m high and just live in the moment.
Bye.
I want to write at the same time so I can better interpret the moment. I need to stop obsessing but I feel like my senses are together: touch combining with hearing, feelings with sounds,
Is this a poem or am I high
What is this writing I’m referring to. Ha.
I really did write this high
OR what if I’m just using this poem to depict being high as a metaphor for something else,
To grasp the meaning of life,
A message to listeners, readers,
Through poems and entertainment and the spiritual beauty of the arts,
Really, you can use anything to represent art,
Like the beauty of your mom taking the pizza out of the oven,
Woah. I thought it was 9:22pm but it’s 6:33pm
I feel so creepy for laughing at nothing.
I’m doing this for this article but also because I want to remember what this feeling is like. So many distant memories are coming back.
~ 3:28pm ~ A different day entirely; yes I did it again MOM, it’s for my artsy article
Life can be dull sometimes,
Where are we going if we aren’t going anywhere?
That is the question.
~ 4:50pm ~
~ 12:10am ~
Notice that I left 4:50pm blank.
Artsy don’t you think? Did it mean anything? No. Did it do anything to benefit the piece of art? No, but it just seems cool. Or was this just left blank because I was high at the time and forgot to fill it out until now? No.
Now the words may be laid out differently. Is this a stylistic choice to make this poem look like a certain shape (concrete poem, it is called)?
~ 12:30AM ~
~ 12:32AM ~
Do you ever just stare into space and imagine yourself riding the world’s scariest roller coaster just to feel something again? I sure do.
QUIZ
- Okay seriously, am I high or is this an artistic poem that satirizes what defines good writing and what constitutes a work of art from a piece of shit?
- A ~ Nice try, rupi kaur
- B ~ Worst written piece I’ve ever read. You were definitely high and thought you were being super wise at the time.
- C ~ Both. you wrote part of this when you were high and part of this when you were dead sober.
- D ~ I think the writer really has no idea where this article is going.
- E ~ More than one of the above
- F ~ All of the above
P.S. if you put B ~, I understand but my feelings are really hurt.